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"sometimes all you feel is grief,".

this song was written/recorded in may. i finished editing it today.

it's about my recent encounters with loss and my subsequent and repeated attempts at self-growth.

enjoy. <3
thank you so much for listening.

lyrics

is there a place
away from 'taking it day by day'
where i could let the past play
without harboring all of this disdain
i tried living in the moment
i tried not to feel so hopeless
but could these cracked out concrete streets
help me feel more open

stranger faces
in the mirror
catalysts
a tense of fear
'now there's nothing'
gripping ugly
it breaks my bones
when you dont want me

every song i write is the goddamn same
i cling to nothing but
adolescence and pain
do you hear/fear the prayer trapped inside of my throat
it goes unsung as i take off my clothes

now i wake up
and i pace room
in my organs
anxiety
has found its food

hollow rage
rots my veins
no love could mend
no time or place
to say goodbye
to say goodbye

i can't wake up
i can't wake up
i can't wake up
i can't wake up
i can't wake up
i can't wake up
i can't wake up

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released October 8, 2020
sample:https: //www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWJRfdxWWJQ

thank you to james for lending an ear and granting me with some constructive criticism.

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Star Student Detroit, Michigan

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