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Miserable [demo 2018]
01:02
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i don't know if i can go on like this
i think i'll just stay in my room all pissed
i don't feel why i wake up
i know i'll never be enough
that's okay
i'll just wait until i die
look up at the sky just to ask why
i don't get an answer
that's predictable
but i think i'm just so fucking miserable
fucking miserable
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all my friends are out back just smoking weed
theyre all having fun
ive forgotten what that means
i wish i could feel young again
back before my psyche was so broken
what was it
that made me feel like i need you
(i dont need you)
was it the pressure or just depression
(i dont need)
what was it
that made you want to take your life
dont take your life
i stood in the tub
tried to make my blood fill it up
but the pain was too great
i dont want to think of your face/the pain of seeing your face
i dont want to watch you kill yourself
i dont want to watch you kill yourself
i dont want to watch you kill yourself
i dont want to watch you kill yourself
but im out of options
what did you
think would happen
that wed be fine
i wouldnt want to die
what did you
think would happen
that wed be fine
and that you wouldnt die
im out of options
im out of fucking options
im out of options
im out of options
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text us back dan
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and i dont know whats left of the person i used to be
but lately i feel like everythings foggy
thats the last that we'll speak of this
thats the last time that we kissed
and i dont know why i compared who i am now to who i used to be
its just pain
its just pain
and im never gonna eat again
im never gonna live again
im never gonna love again
im never sleeping in again
im never gonna try again
im never gonna be a better friend
im just gonna fade away
see where it takes me
see how long i last
see where it takes me because i hold on to the past
see where it takes me
see how long i last
see where it takes me itll be a fucking blast
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i dont care what you want
im gonna talk about how i feel for once
i cant keep suffering each day
its driving me
oh its driving me insane
you tell me that youre leaving
you say theyre shipping you off somewhere
you convey through clouded eyes and a blank stare
that there's nothing left in there
well im sick of this
im sick of endlessness
i wanna go back to the time that i told you
ignorance is greater than bliss
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talk to me like you love me
talk to me like you want the best for me
talk to me like you understadn what i mean
have faith in me
tell me everything will be fine
that i wont die
ill feel better when i fade away
when i fade away
until i get the courage to kill myself
i will remain an unread book on the shelf
until i get the courage to kill myself
i will remain stuck in my own hell
whats wrong with me
whats wrong with me
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flood at my feet [2017]
01:23
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nothing
all that special
just another day
to get in the way
of everyone
that i love
im not from above
just another waste of space
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faceless [demo 2017]
01:08
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remember that time we listened to
teen suicide in my bedroom
i held you so close and you got so high
we talked about how all of our best plans would fall through
and i dont know what itll take to get through to you
but thats the hardest part
is learning where the mind starts and the heart stops
thats the hardest part
and its tearing me apart
apart
apart
apart
im faceless
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birds [2018]
02:02
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im still stranded
and im still weak
i feel so abandoned
by you
since last week
we shared our thoughts theres nothing left to say
we shared our thoughts so we'll sit in pain
we shared our thoughts theres nothing left to say
we shared our thoughts
dont really wanna fight
might just say i love you goodnight
i let the birds eat me alive
i let the birds eat me alive
i let the birds eat me alive
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i love you hector
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toxic [2018]
01:32
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you call me toxic
but its all in your head
you call me toxic
thats why we're not friends
you call me toxic
you say i make you nauseous
i distance myself because im afraid
of everyone that i love
will it make me go insane
i cant handle waking up each day
even if the pain is just existing in my brain
im sorry to everyone i dragged into this
im sorry to my family theyre gonna be pissed
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N₂ [2019]
01:31
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liquid nitrogen maybe
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